Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Lesson Learnt.

I have well contemplated on whether to write down on what has happened between Hariss and I for the past weeks or not and this post is written after I sought permission from him. :) Our relationship has gone by for over 2 years and not a day passed by without my feelings becoming deeper.

Some weeks back, a girl very dear to me tried to get in between and being an honest man that he is, he actually told what was happening to me, we were on a phone call for over 2 hours talking and he flew to Seoul where we sat together calmly. It was scary for me because bad expectations were piling up and for a 27 months relationship, lots of emotions were already invested and it was sad if all of that came to an end for such a petty issue.

I was and still glad that we both are very mature and we both appreciate what we have now so much so that we didn't let anything or anyone get in between. While I had said that, I felt guilty that I didn't fight for him as much as he fought for me since I told him to think back of what's best for him and that I would let this relationship go if he thinks that is best for him. It is surreal to know how I'm not a fighter material.

Everything is well now and I'm certain that I've never loved him more. :) Such a darling, this man. So grateful that our paths crossed, he found me and I found him. Makes me whole.

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